GF, I wish I could help. I feel the same.
Everyone says to be myself and I'll get dates...but I am myself and nothing happens. I think people are just trying to be nice to me because they like me as a person and don't want my feelings hurt.
I don't wear makeup...it's not my thing...besides, it makes my acne worse because even non-oily crap clogs the pores. I actually like women better
without makeup. I don't feel this way as a matter of protest...I just think that natural looks better. Makeup has a tendency to even things out and that unnatural evenness looks fake...and unappealing. I notice more women not wearing makeup now. I hope that’s a trend that sticks. Women don’t need makeup. They are beautiful as is.
That being said about the natural I don't feel that way about my body hair. From the waist down it has got to go and stay away. Oh yeah, and my pits, too.
I don't have anything else for you except a hug.
I think you're great. You have a wicked sense of humor and are compassionate. Most people don't give a damn, but you do.