[tkdan]

I know resentments need to be dealt with but I find myself letting them pile up before I deal with them. I know I need to call my sponsor but I do not. I know I cannot do it on my own but I try. I know I should help others so I get out of myself but I let self-pity take over.
So much has happened lately leading me to so many resentments. Will not go into details. I want to let go and let God. I want to find peace and joy in life. I want to quit fighting against an unseen enemy.
Why can I not see the positive aspects of my life.