Sounds mundane but thanks guys.
Dee you actually said something that has been on my mind for the past few days now.
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There's no logic to doing something you know is harmful to you. That's the insanity of addiction.
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That's what just kills me man, I just don't get it. Why can I go from (and obviously the "times" are just examples lol...but seriously) how can I go from say 3:19pm feeling like I never will drink again and don't want ANYTHING to do with alcohol, to say 3:30pm all the sudden putting my wallet in my pocket and heading to the party store to get a couple bottles? That's honestly what has been making me crazy thinking about these past few days. Because I know that's crazy thinking, but that's how my mind is working and I just don't understand it! It just doesn't make any sence to me. And yet if I try to tell anyone (family) about that, then they just think I'm not "trying".
Steve