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Hi DW,
I cant help you because I am like you but thank you for posting, I want to say I feel like you in the since I don’t know that I will ever be able to quit completely, I do want to though.
I had a good friend die about 10 years ago, my last best friend I tell people and its true, I punched a glass stove while drunk and cut my hand pretty badly, at the time I was proud, I was glad to be wounded for my friend, and I drank as much as I could that night…
Last night was my “last night”, here again I drink, my wife asks me to tune up the car for a road trip out of the blue (to her mothers I know), I risk it all by drinking, the one thing that stays constant after September 20th 2009 even if I cant stay sober is the fact that I would keep trying to become sober!
I hope you do the same and become successful!
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