I don't have lots for you here, but remember to hold your head up. I didn't end up losing my job, but came real close. Of course there's fallout from the past.
You are succeeding against a difficult adversary with alcohol. Be proud of yourself and your victories. The way you feel about yourself communicates to others more than you know.
Good luck.
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One foot in front of the other; one step at a time
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Anne stopped drinking and never looked back."
That's my story. I read it every morning, and I'm sticking to it.