| She took off :(
She's gone now
Hey everyone! I'm glad to be sober and a new member. I would like to share somethings that has been driving me crazy. I was with this girl for three years. She never used or drank and was a Christian. I took her virginity and we lived together with a dog and the whole nine yards. I always lied to her about drugs because she hated them. I really really loved this girl I even Asked her to marry me twice and she said no becuase I needed to get clean for 6 months first.. Well finally I came home to a dear John letter and everything gone. So I went to rehab to get her back. The whole time in rehab she was calling texting and saying we loved each other before bed even though we were technically friends, I honestly thought things were getting better.. When I get back from rehab she leaves me for good not only two weeks later.. I never relapsed or ajything and she was really proud of me.. What's driving me crazy is that she said that we grew apart a long time ago and that we are not meant for each other and that I don't need her anymore, to make things worse she already has a new boy friend and is living with him and stuff not even 3 months after.. I'm crushed and I can never get passed my step 4. I always stop at it. I bet she has a lot to do with it.. I need help my sponsor just isn't doing it. Any support would he appreciated. Thanks and god bless!
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