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Do you really want to stop drinking ? If yes, then you have all the support you need here and more importantly you have the Big Bok which is freely availabale online.
No doctor is going to be able to help until you are READY to get sober. I always "wanted" to get sober but I never did until i realized that deep down what I really wanted was to be able to drink as much as I want without suffering any of the negative emotional and physical consequences. I wished I would be able to drink and not get a hangover, not get into a fight with my family, not be abusive, outrageous and violent. I wanted to be able to get smashed and go to bed and get up the next morning feeling like I never drank at all. I wanted to use drugs to get high when I wanted to, and not have to lie and cheat and steal to score.
I finally decided that I did not want to drink anymore irrespective of whether there were consequences or not.
Read the AA book, try working the steps and try to talk to God - that is most important. Without God or a Higher Power in your life, it may not be easy staying sober.
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Joey
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