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Old 10-21-2009, 01:27 PM   #5 (permalink)
Iwanttoheal
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Yip - I'm an "I'm sorry" type too. I'm sorry for wanting something, having needs, having my own expectations. Lord, I even apologise for things that I have absolutely nothing to do with - I'm working on it.

It's all to do with never being important enough as a child, the unspoken messages of never being worth enough to be looked after properly, of never being important enough to get the h*ll out of the alcoholic chaos, that your needs are not as important as those of the alcoholic and keeping up impression that there is "nothing wrong in our family". UGGGHHHH
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