[transformyself]

Thank You For This Thread

I don't miss feeling like I'm not good enough, like I"m the one missing out because he doesn't love me.

I don't miss wondering what I did wrong and how to make it better.

Don't miss wondering what i did wrong and being terrified I can never make it better.

I don't miss becoming entangled in the madness and caring way more about him than I did myself.

I don't miss so much anxiety that I can't accomplish anything.

I don't miss waking up to his text messages going off, he's passed out on the couch and the woman he promised me he didn't care about and wasn't talking to on the other end. I don't miss reading his texts to her saying, "I miss you, you never left me,"

Don't miss living in a house knowing he brought that other woman into my home, made her dinner, wrote her poems while I was gone with the kids.

I do not miss his lies or convincing myself they are true.

Don't miss crying while he rages around yelling at me.

Don't miss not having milk for our kids so he can have beer, because he deserves it.