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Originally Posted by ClayTheScribe  If it makes it easier, don't think of this person as someone you like or build them up before talking to them, just think of them as a person you want to chat with. Then, if it's meant to be, you'll form a friendship and maybe later a relationship. Don't put too much pressure on yourself.
And don't put yourself down for being weird. One, part of that is your illness, but two, I like weird, I prefer weird to normal, weird people are more interesting. And, what the heck is "normal" these days anyway? Don't put yourself down, for the most part, when talking to people you like, it's a turn-off, at least from my experience. |
Oi, the person I like is someone i've already been friends with for years, he moved though, so this whole thing is stupid to begin with and I keep trying to call irrelavance on it, but my stupid brain won't let me forget about it. He calls every so often. Hes talked about visiting before, but i'll believe that when it happens. Hence, i'll get over it. In the mean time, I get to feel crappy for a while.
I also don't normally talk about myself, I usually talk about whatever things are going on, then run out of material, and scuttle away. Haha. I don't really hate myself unless I hate myself sometimes.