[ashleek]

Let me just say you are amazing! I always love reading your stuff cause we are so much a like. When I was getting sober I felt like I couldn't find God, I had so lost it and I struggled my first few days with it. Everytime I said the serenity prayer I would just lose it and cry like a baby.

I think I still struggle with it, so you are lucky! I am taking baby steps right now. I pray once in awhile but I am trying to focus on me right now and take baby steps to finding a God again.

When you said you wanted to fix your wife. I am one of those people, I love the fixer uper's but you can't fix anyone. I learned that quickly. People don't like to change, of course when it is drugs or something of that nature we sometimes think we can fix others but we know that isn't possible either. I just wanted to say that I am that person too. I always wanna fix people. Maybe you should go into Social Work! That's what I am going to school for, you seem to have the personality for it. Maybe that is your calling, to help others.