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thanks IWTH for that story with a happy ending
I like happy endings and I want my own
I spend a good deal of my time dreaming, ever since I was REALLY little
yeah, I'm still looking for a prince to make everything better, but I'm starting to have my doubts about his capabilities
Often (I mean A LOT) I dream of saving people, of making everything better. I make it more realistic by allowing myself in these dreams to endure hardships, to be a martyr
I mourn the people I know who need help but I realize that I cannot "save" them. I think of them every now and then.
I keep tabs on people that could potentially need "saving".
I guess that's all really sick of me, I'm investigating the idea that I'm codependant (most likely)
On the flip side, staying around sick people wanting to save them prevents me from having healthy relationships with healthy people. I want to change that. I want to be able to relate to and get along in healthy relationships, I don't know how.
I have a dream, a dream of finding good people and healthy, happy, strong relationships.
I shall work towards this dream, changing my unhealthy habits;and pray for it to happen.
DM
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