| Stress in Newfound Sobriety
I am dealing with huge amounts of stress in my life right now.
For the first time w/o any drugs or alcohol...
I feel ill equipped to deal with my emotions, particularly depression
the depression lingers for so long i finally start saying to myself, why not use?
it is better than this????
i have tried everything to feel better
meditation, prayer
i just cannot seem to snap out of this ....
what is up with this? and is this the reason behind my substance abuse? self medicating to adjust for my depressive nature????
and if so, now what?:wtf2
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