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Me to I didnt want to accept that I have a problem. I thought that I was still at the beginning stages. When I first started, but the only diffrence was I didnt feel that sensation and person when I first started using. How ignorant of me hey. By not admitting my life didnt get any better but worse. When I finally came to my senses that i am an addict it was to late. Lost everything. That was a sad day for me, but strangely a happy day as well. The best thing for me was to admit and trying to heal myself, meaning, by having a relationship with my Higher Power, living healthy, making amends with people that I hurt and accepting myself for what I am and was. Today I can honestly say that I cant remember when last I had this feeling about myself, I feel great, I have reason to smile everyday, I got my dream job and this is only the beginning for me. The world is there for me, with oppertunities and I am going to grab it. I owe it to myself.
Peace
Ed
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