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Im starting my first step. I have been clean for almost two months and I have to admit that staying clean for your first time its feels like the hardest thing to do. I constantly have this feeling that the cravings is not going to stop. I mind is being occupied mostly by how is this going to be possible. Im still struggling to sleep. And when I lie awake in the evening I curse the fact that I had to be addicted that made me feel this way. I know that the feeling is going to stop and I know if I follow my steps everything will turn out for the better. Im not suppose to say so but its hell to stop. Im not trying to scare anyone who is in the same position as I am, but this is how I feel. I go to regular meetings and its helping. We just have to be strong and believe that we will get through it. Peace!
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