Okay, what do you do when you have a rentment that you just can't get over. I've written it down, I talked to my sponsor. I pray on it constantly to the point where I'm waiting for God to come down himself and say "Get Over It." I'm so angry.
I was told that I don't have to entertain my thoughts but I swear, I just want to go out and prove these people wrong. Which everytime I try to prove a point, I just really screw everything up.
Every time it pops in my head, I just want to make a phone call. I keep calling my sponsor now so I don't call this person but how many times can I talk about the same thing.
I swear I'm gonna take this one to the grave. And that's just not right.
