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Old 10-03-2009, 12:38 PM   #127 (permalink)
Ekat
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bval, I don't know how I am going to able to endure a 30 hour withdrawal. That seems to be a real problem to hurdle. I almost hurt myself after 10 hours of w/d from screaming, punching, and writhing in pain. That experience changed me; actually damaged me. It ended at 1am, after going to the hospital by ambulance and a shot of morphine.

"This is going to hurt," the doctor told me while administering the shot. Hurt? I couldn't feel it. It took seemingly forever to work (probably 15-25 minutes or less in reality.) I don't feel that I can endure that again.

This is a big problem.
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