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Thank everyone for there support! I know we have all been there and I haven't got a buzz in a year so it not about chasing the buzz, I'm just so scared to tell the doc. I thought about going to another doctor and telling them what I'm doing just in case I'm in a small town there's only three docs that can write scripts for subs. My plan is to get as many subs from friends and the doc like 100 and get rid of all needles and sit here for 5 days and take suboxone when I go into withdrawl then work my way down. I would really love if anyone who has been through this or know someone who has been through this would give me advice. You know I use it as all addicts use there drugs when I get mad or happy or any emotion I'm just so use to that from the drug I started with its crazy, I take xanax but it makes me sleepy during the day. I know I can taper down taking it oraly I've done it I was down to 1\4 a day then discovered this the devil and I go to meetings we have to for my doctor. Thanks again and god bless
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