i feel the same as you. i also attend both types of meetings, but now mostly aa. meetings are just all different. i have found one that does chips every meeting, but the year chips are at the end of the month and you just get to share for 5-10 min. you definetly deserve it for you, no doubt. just remember that aa and the old timers are very strick on their ways and giving back is very big to most. go get your chip somewhere else, its a good way to introduce yourself at a new meeting. congrats!!!!!!!
