Hey that sounds a bit better. Just start your day...do what you can...don't worry about things that could happen tomorrow or the next day...being sober won't fix things but it will enable you to handle them better. Just don't drink...you know what is down that road...that road sucks!!! keep doing cartwheels and try walking on your hands
. Keep posting as well...maybe start a thread about this in the main New to addiction and rocovery forum and you will get a lot more help than just me telling you to do cartwheels
...you can do this TB...I believe in you!!