[Bamboozle]

Is there? I feel this way often.

Before someone comes along and says this is self-pity...I'm just thinking.


I've always felt different. Don't know why. Never had many friends. Don't know why. Am I a loner? Why?

I wish I was more outgoing but I don't know how to be.

My meds are keeping me stable...but I'm feeling the need to hide again. I don't want to be around anyone...go anywhere...or do anything. I don't want to be this way.