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pennylane2009 · 09-25-2009, 11:12 AM

Thanks, Primal, for those photos. They are awesome.

And Daisy and Bubba, keep going. Start over. I feel silly giving advice since I've been here less than a week, but remember that you want to stop. Don't let the alcohol make decisions for you.

So, it's the weekend. I am a little worried about it. Weekends are usually when I let myself drink. And today I'm having a bad day. Made a really big mistake at work, and have spent the morning apologizing profusely all over the place. I was supposed to send something out on Monday, but I sent it last night and got to people this morning, three days early. Which wouldn't be too terrible, except it was supposed to be a secret until Monday. I just got the days mixed up; thought it was supposed to be out on Friday. I've had a ton of anxiety all morning over this, and normally would end the day with a few drinks to kill the anxiety feeling. So ... I commit to staying sober today, even though I'm all ramped up. Hopefully tomorrow, too. We'll see.

That's it from me. Hope you're all having a fine day.

09-25-2009, 11:12 AM	#53 (permalink)
pennylane2009 it's all happening Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 108	Thanks, Primal, for those photos. They are awesome. And Daisy and Bubba, keep going. Start over. I feel silly giving advice since I've been here less than a week, but remember that you want to stop. Don't let the alcohol make decisions for you. So, it's the weekend. I am a little worried about it. Weekends are usually when I let myself drink. And today I'm having a bad day. Made a really big mistake at work, and have spent the morning apologizing profusely all over the place. I was supposed to send something out on Monday, but I sent it last night and got to people this morning, three days early. Which wouldn't be too terrible, except it was supposed to be a secret until Monday. I just got the days mixed up; thought it was supposed to be out on Friday. I've had a ton of anxiety all morning over this, and normally would end the day with a few drinks to kill the anxiety feeling. So ... I commit to staying sober today, even though I'm all ramped up. Hopefully tomorrow, too. We'll see. That's it from me. Hope you're all having a fine day.