This is obviously a difficult time for you, simple platitudes will not work, understand this, the mind and body of an alcoholic aredifferent than those of a normal social drinker. Physically your body cannot metabolise alcohol like other people, it stays in your body longer and transmits messages to the mind that set up the craving. Equally so, the name of the disease is Alcohol-ISM, alcohol is but a sumptom it's the -ISMS that are the problem! Look towards a Spiritual Path, get a copy of 'The Big Book', Alcoholic Anonymous and have someone explain the Preface and the first 164 pages to you. Drunk or sober NEVER, NEVER give up. Mzay the God of your understanding go with you.Tinker.
