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Maggiemac,
I could not stop crying after reading your post. My heart, prayers and thoughts are with you. Please get some counseling and hold on to those precious memories.
My boyfriend lost two of his kids in one year. His 18 year old and his 18 month old. Only through grief counseling was he able to get through it. His ex-wife never went and seems to be having a more difficult time coping.
Your son picking you up, squeezing you and all the while you pretending that you wanted down. What a great memory. I have an identical memory....my son picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder, spinning me around and my laughing order to "put me down now, young man", only making him do it more.
My only child, a 22 year old AS, has not passed, but is in so deep with the drugs, that my counselor has advised me that I need to be prepared that I might loose him. How does a parent do that?
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