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nice post.
sometimes when i talked at meetings......its almost like i reach in and touch that raw emotion..what it really felt like to be frighten and lost.
what it felt like to be cornered..after endless attempts to drink "like a man"
what it felt like to walk into aa one more time..stripped of ego..and bs.
the emotion involved in truly realizing that god could do for me what i couldnt do for myself....not saying it....feeling it...can at times make me weep.
im off to my fathers 70th birthday party tonight....should be a scream.
dad will get drunk.......mum will get cross........then he will turn to me and say.."you still not drinking lad"...
"i just dont get it...you were such a strong willed lad."............lol
have a good day dog.........shaun.
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