to SR and our mental health forum.
I do hope that you have also checked out our Friends and Family section as there is also some wonderful help there for the dealing with your husbands drinking there.
As far as depression goes, I can very much relate. Life can seem like such a struggle sometimes. Some days it is all I can do to put one foot in front of the other. What keeps me going is the faith and sometimes only hope that things will get better. That life is not meant to be a constant struggle. I hang onto those glimpses of a better life. I do hope to see more of your posts.