I know exactly how youe feel. Ive been there. The main thing right now is that you have just taken the first step of the 12. You have admitted that you are powerless over alcohol and that your life is not managable. I know its rough, But i also have given this program the gift of time and i wouldnt be sober writing this right now if it didnt get better for me. I suggest you definetly start going to meetings and meet some peole for support. The first couple of days are gonna be rough, but go to meetings and reach out for help. You can do this, your relationships will get better, you can be an example for your daughter, and your life with be better than you could have ever imagined. My mom is in a rehab right now, the same rehab i went to. One of the best things sobriety has given me, is the chance to be an example to my mom. Give this thing a shot. You can do it.
