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snogs · 09-15-2009, 04:59 PM

thanks for your reply and for not judging me, i do beleve resentments can kill and are stuck on step 4 trying to rid myself of them with limeted success. as of step 3, i guess i am a little confused as how much i can depend on god as regards to my job. i struggle to hand 100% over to god as i dont expect him to pay my bills, that would be a lot of trust on my part, or am i wrong?
i can only asume god wants me to have a job and in my experiance love, honisty and respect have no place in the modern workplace. the goverment, system and the company i work for all promote gross competition amoung its employees, profit is the bottom line.
i sometimes feel that AA wants me to become a monk and the capitalistic world wants me to rule a kingdom.

thanks again

09-15-2009, 04:59 PM	#6 (permalink)
snogs Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: london uk Posts: 3	thanks for your reply and for not judging me, i do beleve resentments can kill and are stuck on step 4 trying to rid myself of them with limeted success. as of step 3, i guess i am a little confused as how much i can depend on god as regards to my job. i struggle to hand 100% over to god as i dont expect him to pay my bills, that would be a lot of trust on my part, or am i wrong? i can only asume god wants me to have a job and in my experiance love, honisty and respect have no place in the modern workplace. the goverment, system and the company i work for all promote gross competition amoung its employees, profit is the bottom line. i sometimes feel that AA wants me to become a monk and the capitalistic world wants me to rule a kingdom. thanks again