hello welcome to the SoberRecovery community!
Honestly only you can answer the question "Am I an Addict" Narcotics Anonymous has an informational pamphlet out title just that, "am I an addict?"
http://www.na.org/admin/include/spaw.../IP/EN3107.pdf
that's where it is if you'd like to check it out online
Peace,
Missy