[ClayTheScribe]

I had an interview today with a newspaper that's only an hour away from where I live. It's basically a dream entry level J job. I think the interview went okay for the most part, though I said I hadn't had to take photos since high school and I don't think I showed enough knowledge about the town. But then she told me the salary: $30-34,000. That was way more than I thought I would earn in my first J job which leads me to believe they're likely going to pick someone more experienced for the job. So I'm assuming I didn't get the job, which is really depressing. I really want this job, it's perfect, and I'm afraid if I don't get it I'll be so depressed I might start drinking again.

I guess I'm kinda jumping the shark, but I just don't feel I got it. There is most definitely better, more experienced candidates than me. I'm getting tired of failing when it comes to jobs, I'd just like to have one success.