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I'm a wife who left her husband due to his drinking. I left him 3 years ago, we always talked about getting together, but he would fall back into drinking, saying it was cause I wouldn't come live with him, and I wouldn't go back to living with him cause he was drinking. I divorced him 10 months ago, we STILL talk about getting back together, we still say we love each other.
First I left him, cause I was powerless of the drinking, and I had to have a sane place with a normal routine for my very young daugthers, 1 and 3 at the time of seperation. they are now 3 and 5.
My X is getting ready next week to leave the longest rehab program he has ever been in. 6 months. I hope he continues to do well, and I hope for the best, but I fear that my love for him, isn't going to be enough.
Your wife still loves you, she left cause you and your drinking where unmamageable. She still love you as the person she feel in love with, not the drinker. Doesn't she deserve your love?
I know it sounds so easy to begin with someone else, so all those hurtful feelings aren't there.... but we all are still hurting and all still in love.
I gues I have no direction for you, but me being a wife-xwife of a drinker, I can tell you my love for him is still there after all the hardships, and I will always love him, just worry to be hurt again.
Good luck
Kota
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