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Tomorrow ( the 9th) my son Jordi would have turned 28.
He died 4 weeks before his 6th birthday.
After a while l went to a support group.
There was a lady who told me that it was 25 years ago that her child had died.
l remember thinking "how odd.. after 25 years still grieving and still needing help..l won't let this destry me like it is this lady " .
Now.. after 22 years l still need help.
Almost drank myself to death.
Not a day, go's by without feeling what l have lost. It hurts.
It will never go away, even if l live to 100.
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