[Cpop86]

Hey all, I am not really big on forums but I guess I'm kind of at an impasse really. Where do I start....well I've been going out with someone for the past 10 months. This started after my 18 month anniversary without drinking. I moved in with he and his roomate and my meetings all of a sudden lost priority (being my "other half" doesnt understand them nor need them) and I slipped a few months back but quickly went back on the path of recovery being nothing changed.

My roommate and bf went back to supporting me but somethings been different... He's been texting all the time and over the months he's been more distant although he still says he's "there" for me. Just the other night I find he's been texting an ex of his and that makes me uncomfortable. Now he's never lied to me before but the nature of these messages just bothers me.

I would HATE to break up and I wouldnt know how to move on, but if it were inevitible, I wouldn't know where to start. I'm 23, a student in community college and have a low end job in fast food (which im actually grateful for). I tend to believe that we've been downgraded to friends without it being said since he kinda dodges it when I ask and gives me a very indirect answer. He claims to want to help me but if he becomes a hopeless case in a chat room or club and replaces me, I just dont know what I need to do. I have this lingering fear of becoming homeless being I have burnt a lot of bridges with my folks in the past.

Anyone have any advice? I could REALLY use it. Anyways it feels good to just put it out there. Thanks for reading.