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yeahgr8 · 09-03-2009, 01:47 PM

Really powerful stuff, thanks for sharing!

Be well:-)

Edit - Ok was just going to say the above but...a person who i considered to be my best friend committed suicide when i was 21 and he the same, what you have written is alll true. His parents split, his sister was a total mess. He was incredibly good looking, could make Prince seem like a rubbish dancer (his party trick was the splits forward facing up and down without touching the floor lol). He used to go for walks up to the top of a famous cliff in the UK to think, one time he didn't come back. No warning, nothing!

I still feel i should have been a better friend to him, i remember nicking a girlfriend off of him, not returning his calls etc...38 now and i still think about him...his name was Shaun, just the coolest guy i have ever met!

Oh yeah i just remembered everyone thought we were brothers, which made me feel great cos he was the good looking one;-) And he seemed to like that too...i wish i had spent more time with him, still really hurts my heart if you know what i mean and it makes me feel angry too if i am honest.

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yeahgr8 Member Pacman Turbo Champion! Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: UK Posts: 3,950 Blog Entries: 8	Really powerful stuff, thanks for sharing! Be well:-) Edit - Ok was just going to say the above but...a person who i considered to be my best friend committed suicide when i was 21 and he the same, what you have written is alll true. His parents split, his sister was a total mess. He was incredibly good looking, could make Prince seem like a rubbish dancer (his party trick was the splits forward facing up and down without touching the floor lol). He used to go for walks up to the top of a famous cliff in the UK to think, one time he didn't come back. No warning, nothing! I still feel i should have been a better friend to him, i remember nicking a girlfriend off of him, not returning his calls etc...38 now and i still think about him...his name was Shaun, just the coolest guy i have ever met! Oh yeah i just remembered everyone thought we were brothers, which made me feel great cos he was the good looking one;-) And he seemed to like that too...i wish i had spent more time with him, still really hurts my heart if you know what i mean and it makes me feel angry too if i am honest.