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Excalibur, welcome to SR!
We don't have to lose everything, but in every story I've heard we all have something in common, and that's hitting a bottom. It can be high or low, that's up to us to decide.
The way you're feeling now, you don't ever have to feel this way again. Your recovery can begin now. I don't recommend cold-turkey, please detox safely, just know that it begins with abstinence.
I chose AA, it's not for everyone, please find something that works for you and stick with it. Hope you keep reading and posting, welcome to our family in recovery.
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"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming---*WOW-What a ride*!" |