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I do have a lot of issues...a lot of unanswered questions, and feelings still open and hurt. Repairing myself, my life and my heart after my addict came through and tore it all up, ya know...I just thought that I had beat this...I went through severe depressiong growing up after the loss of my father...I never thought I`d be back at that....
No, I`m not moving back in with my mom. Well, I am for a bit, until I find a place with one of my best guy friends.
I just feel so stupid. Why am I still hurting and missing and wishing over a guy that has so clearly made himself the enemy...that isn`t sitting there hurting over me...that doesn`t miss me....that has, in all honesty...been dead for quite some time...
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