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I've gone through all sorts of thoughts about AA. Today I feel less inclined to put so much thought to AA...it is what it is...whatever it is. And I can work around the stuff of AA that doesn't aide me in my personalized addiction treatment plan. I think that's the key for me: having a treatment plan that holds all my focus that the distractions that gave me pause about AA...just don't matter that much now.
As for safe or moderate drinking...like 1 or 2 drinks in one day...I don't know. For me I would be concerned that because of my history with addiction and I have a long history with addiction, I would be tempting fate if I started to drink again. Plus I always in the past drank or drugged for the effects.
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