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I am grateful for awareness, but agh! I am keenly aware that I've had a strange exchange with a friend today and it's really bothering me. This is a person I don't know very well or very deeply, and she has a mind that goes to other realms ... normally, I appreciate her uniqueness and creativity, but something about our exchange today (via Facebook) was really odd and it's left me feeling judged and sort of vulnerable. I'm not tempted to drink, but this is the sort of thing in the past that could have been eased by a glass of vino ... I'm not sure I can talk to her about it later, nor that I want to (though I see her at work almost daily). Eeck ... I'm not enjoying awareness very much right now, but it will not be made better by drinking. I'm grateful for the opportunity to vent!!
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