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Ok back today on the board..
Jessica- thanks for the advice, but I've already done that. I don't think it's a question of wanting to do it anymore, I think it used to be like that; now it's down to just being.. dunno, lazy or stubborn? I'm not a nasty or bad pesron, it's just the way it is...I've cared for her for over 5 years, carried her.. she doesn't seem to want to do things at times after she has said that she wants, yes wants, to do something specific (like bettering herself educationally);in other ways she seems to ..'play' me...there is soooo many issues. Sometimes it's been extremely close to us splitting up. Hasn't happened yet..
Faerie- I honestly do know what you mean about putting myself first, but does that mean changing in a way, in order to have a go at her, so that she listens and stops thinking of herself so much??
I am a pretty nervous bloke (sorry Jessica.. bloke= guy)-at times, especially with this current state of mind that I'm in (not sure if it's the meds or what).
Take care both of you please
me
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