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I haven't smoked all day today, and I'm out of cigs, and I'm not going to buy any.
I feel good. Maybe this time will be better...easier.
I didn't smoke much yesterday, and I was mentally preparing myself to not smoke at all today. Mainly I think how bad, nasty, and stinky smoking is when I was smoking one, or thinking of smoking one. I kind of make myself feel bad for doing it, ya know?
But today...none. I could've taken some this morning from a friend, but I didn't.
I really want to be done with smoking. It'll be especially hard when I'm at the bar with friends, which I do alot.
But I start school full time next week, so I shouldn't have as much time to party, which is getting expensive anyways....reallly...
I'm trying to keep myself focused on school, want to start going to church, and am praying for strength to not smoke.
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