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when i read that it brings to mind 2 trips to the mental health ward.
not long ...a couple of weeks each time..
after a couple of vague suicide attempts....for your own safety they said
within 3 days i felt fired up and ready to get that new job...new wife..
i would show this lot just how someone can turn there life around.
both times apon release....i got off the bus 2 or 3 stops early so i could get a bottle...drink most of it on the way back to my mothers....
my resolve and will power dwindled to nothing.....my love for my mother meant nothing....
all thoughts were overpowered by getting a drink.
sure i was without defense....
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