Hi chrisfire

It sounds like you had a long day filled with challenges & discovery. You had some great successes today, don't be too hard on yourself you have done a great job.
The last thing you need right now is a drink, what you need is a good nights sleep. One day at a time right? Try to rest & keep saying that serenity prayer to yourself, it worked for you earlier.
All of the best & please... don't pick up that first drink, its not worth it.
Take Care,
NB