|
Hey Smacked thank you so much for your answer. I guess I've been trying to figure him out and it has only dawned on me I've been focusing so much on the fact that it may be drink and forgetting that he has had issues in the past. As he always acted pretty happy go lucky etc around me and as I don't really know that much about mental illnesses I'd pretty much forgotten about his counselling, depression, etc in the past. As for me, I have become obsessed not with the fact we've broken up, but just with how he broke up with me. How he was so Jekyll and Hyde about it. I am going for counselling, but not private counselling, I'm going to Al Anon (well actually it was my first session last week and I have another one tomorrow) and I've also decided to go to AA to hear an alcoholic's possible explanation. You're right, I have to take care of me. I spoke with his landlord tonight who has given him a warning he will be out as he has not been paying his rent since we broke up. Part of me is thinking he won't have the cheek to call me after what he did (My story is in my profile dated a couple of weeks ago "Can't stop crying" if you're interested). But then another part of me thinks yes he would. Anyway I'm rambling and now I should be working. Thanks again !!
|