| Fed up with this Disease
Well I could write and write and write and write all night.
But why? Why should I? Why do I feel like this? I'm not 'Mad'. I have issues to deal with, not to be judged by so-called society as insane or 'mad'.
You know what? I have been waiting for help for a few years now and then bam, all of a sudden, when I am in group at Rehab, (recent)- I learn that I could've started receiving counselling for free- 6 sessions I think- at a place in my town. Now why didn't 'they' tell me this before.
Why is the system so warped? Because it's over flowing? I don't think so.
Why am I like this? When will the pain stop??? when will the thoughts and flashbacks ever stop??
Sorry.
Sorry, I had to get it out of my head. like i said, I could write and write...
sorry anna and any mods, if here is the wrong place to write like this, i won't do it again. sorry.
sorry
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