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123bubblegum123 · 08-07-2009, 11:48 AM

ok so i posted here like 6 months ago about quitting. eff my life. what a fail lol BUTTT i'm actually going to post on here for support because all of my friends either a) smoke still and don't want to quit or hear anything about me quitting or b) don't understand how difficult it is at all, and frankly, it's embarrassing to talk about!! i'm on day 3 and i honestly feel like cutting of my pinky toes for a cigarette, and i can't stop creating excuses to smoke again! it's insane! i seem to remember wanting to quit, and every time i smoke i feel guilty and stupid, i've been smoking for 3 years and i'm just getting frusterated.

i could really just use support from people who know what i'm going through. I'm soooo miserable: horrible headaches, i cant sleep at all at night & during the day i fall asleep, i'm biting my nails and anxious, i'm even tingling all over ugh so bad and I'm also extremely scared of gaining any post-smoking weight, in fact, that's been my biggest reason to continue smoking over the past year and a half and i'm not even fat..It's just that I work soooo hard to stay in shape and I know gaining weight is common when you quit smoking.

thanks for hearing me out and im sooo thankful to have access to this forum.

<333
Rachel

08-07-2009, 11:48 AM	#1 (permalink)
123bubblegum123 it's a movie, you're the star Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 356	here i go again..could use support ahh hah ok so i posted here like 6 months ago about quitting. eff my life. what a fail lol BUTTT i'm actually going to post on here for support because all of my friends either a) smoke still and don't want to quit or hear anything about me quitting or b) don't understand how difficult it is at all, and frankly, it's embarrassing to talk about!! i'm on day 3 and i honestly feel like cutting of my pinky toes for a cigarette, and i can't stop creating excuses to smoke again! it's insane! i seem to remember wanting to quit, and every time i smoke i feel guilty and stupid, i've been smoking for 3 years and i'm just getting frusterated. i could really just use support from people who know what i'm going through. I'm soooo miserable: horrible headaches, i cant sleep at all at night & during the day i fall asleep, i'm biting my nails and anxious, i'm even tingling all over ugh so bad and I'm also extremely scared of gaining any post-smoking weight, in fact, that's been my biggest reason to continue smoking over the past year and a half and i'm not even fat..It's just that I work soooo hard to stay in shape and I know gaining weight is common when you quit smoking. thanks for hearing me out and im sooo thankful to have access to this forum. <333 Rachel __________________ i'm just a little girl with big dreams.