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because everyone thinks you're doing great. I feel like if I try to ignore the voices and self destructive thoughts and hide the way I truly feel than things will be fine. My doc got mad at me for not letting him in on this sooner. Says he can't help if he doesn't know and I shouldn't be ashamed of having these symptoms because it's not under my control.
I think I can control them if I work really hard at it and I really want life to be fine and good.
just rambling
I hate addiction, bipolar and Ana they can all take a hike!
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