After battling "demons" for over 3 months of sobriety, I went to see a Psychologist for the second time. First visit was to "chat"......Today, was more "small talk". Heck, all he wanted to talk about was history and the Civil War.....I drove an hour one-way, paid my co-pay....for nothing. I'm convinced that where I live, you do just as well diagnosing and helping yourself, and it's cheaper! I have been on-line studying obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I'm scared that I have it. And I was blaming it on alcohol. OCD can be some scary stuff! I'm convinced that the alcohol was somewhat effective in "numbing" the disease, but I don't have the alcohol anymore. I am THROUGH with drinking, but I may have an even worse problem to deal with now.
