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Originally Posted by JADEN  I am physically addicted to narcotics but withdrawl isn't what scares me. I want the opiate blocking effect of suboxone. If what I take doesn't work then maybe I wil stop taking it. I know it won't solve the spiritual/pshychological aspect of addiction. I go to work every day and promise myself I will not take narcotics. Once they are in my hands I am lost. All promises go out the window. It won't be long before my job is lost (and home soon to follow.) I have seen many postings regarding addiction to suboxone. One more habit is not what I need. I am looking for some advice specific to my situation. |
Welcome to SR, Jaden.
From what I hear, you are not in a unique situation. In fact, I attended IOP with a nurse who faced a struggle very much like yours, except she was caught before she could go on Suboxone voluntarily. Although I am not a huge fan of Suboxone (it has a very unpleasant withdrawal syndrome all its own with which an addict eventually will have to contend), for some it may be the only way to get off narcotics without hitting a low bottom.
You mention that you don't need "one more habit." If you go on Suboxone, you won't have one
more habit. You will, however, still be dependent on an opioid. But, as you indicated, you will be dependent upon an opioid that will block the effects of any other opioid. In your field, that is very important.
The woman whom I referenced, got her nursing job back and attends AA/NA meetings on a regular basis. She is still on the Suboxone but is working towards getting off it.
Although I am not a healthcare professional, I do have experience with being on Suboxone and would be happy to reply to a PM (once you can send one). I will answer any questions based on my own experience (positive and negative).
Oh... and I applaud you on seeking recovery!
