| I am considering suboxone
I have been struggling with addiction for 20 years. My primary drug of choice was alchohol but the last 3 years it has switched to lortab and fentanyl. I am so ready to stop and get a few pieces of my life back. My big struggle with getting clean is that I work in the health care field. I love my job and I am very good at what I do. I am in close contact with narcotics everyday at work. I am physically addicted to narcotics but withdrawl isn't what scares me. I want the opiate blocking effect of suboxone. If what I take doesn't work then maybe I wil stop taking it. I know it won't solve the spiritual/pshychological aspect of addiction. I go to work every day and promise myself I will not take narcotics. Once they are in my hands I am lost. All promises go out the window. It won't be long before my job is lost (and home soon to follow.) I have seen many postings regarding addiction to suboxone. One more habit is not what I need. I am looking for some advice specific to my situation.
Jaden
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