[utopia]

hi, ive recently lost faith in my Christian beleiefs in something mroe existential, more broad and less dogmatic and structured. I dont know if i beleive in "god" or if i can even define it anymore?

therse despair in this, something like freedom but also concern over the definitions of morality, right and wrong, of insanity and delusion, of reality and my concepts of love before ideology. thoughts??